Letter to Micheal Porters: >Date: Wed, 02 Jul 2003 23:19:23 -0400 > >The western world stages war on the entity. Killing the cancer while >creating the toxin. Hard to believe; in existence, are worldly attempts of >harmonizing the imbalance. Are the electrons in actuality the essential >being of life? The mystery of the invisible forces distract content from >the matter. You have come to ask yourself, which is more believable >seeing, or believing? It is bigger than chemistry, and less understood >than physics demands; the films of our age. Wind is the culprit... young >quaker.. treat yourself well, keep the chi flowing, and the body >nourished. >MAKE SURE THE MIND HAS PLENTY ENTERTAINMENT Could it possibly be that the >electricity is the brain food for the mind? Seek, Research, and Document! >Good bye, Chinese crisloff >Date: Tue, 10 Jun 2003 23:48:10 EDT > >What happened in the beginning determined the fate. To envision anytime >other than the present would lead to a greater understanding though, stands >in the >way of ones integrity. Discipline and truth now leads to a lack of guilt >in >the future (oh how painful); choose it now or then! > >The coarse of this mans life fulfills his fate. > >This is the chaos I send to Oregon for compilation into a brilliant >masterpiece to be understood by few and condemned by many. > >DR. Fate > >I encourage all those who comprehend to seek help. > >Pleasantly simple........... archive >Subject: 21; the sooner you are the sooner the fun begins >Date: Tue, 10 Jun 2003 12:22:36 EDT > >Is it true that the fun begins once you turn 21? Fending demons seems to >have >become my protocol to life. It is an endless battle of, "Tomorrow is the >first day of my new life!" You can go through all the motions of washing >the >dirty clothes but, what happens when the cycle is complete and you have >come to >the realization that you forgot to put in the soap? You have a dirty mess >that >is not considered officially cleansed. That is when you have to come face >to >face with the guy in the mirror and ask him, "Do I have stamina, >perseverance >and the endurance to go through it all again from the beginning to try to >get >it right?" > >My advise to you: Do not let the contemplation of what goes on here tempt >your demonic side to join us in our living hell. Beer pong, hangovers and >half >ass women have no substance other than leading adults to find pleasure in >listening to live Dashboard Confessional songs that spark living in the >past. If >only I could be the miserable emo boy that wallows in his straight edge >post >teen years. > >Damn son woke up to write, now back to resting this evil pain that si >deteriorating me, This is what it feels like to be HUNGOVER ON TUESDAY boy it was written a long time ago in a book called the Bible "ASHES TO ASHES BUST TO DUST" therefor in Matthew Huntington's terms: biological human life came from nothing, is currently a chemical combination of elements and energy, and will soon become nothing while at the same time continue to stay energy just in a different/transformed form. REMEMBER: ENERGY IS NEVER LOST OR GAINED, JUST TRANSFORMED! Therefore we exist only by perception (which is only for a moment; here and now) which means we do not exist we are just a part of the whole, so we never die because, we were never born, we are jsut part of the whole, the eternal energy. I will leave you with one last thought: The future does not yet exist, and the past no longer exists, there for all there is, is the present perception. As a whole cosmic dust is the energy motion of the rotation of a planet surrounded by starry configurations, held together by gravity which allows for the motions of wind and water to allow biological life to occur.



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I look back in a snapshot in time and shed a tear To all the people I've met All the things we've done "I Love You All" Thanks for the memories There has been so much you've all allowed me to attain Invisible brass rings on all my fingers I have to say thank you one last time The fear of failure was there every time Though with you all by my side I felt confidence rise inside Thank you for infinite inspiration Thanks for making this all possible It's been a life long journey It's been a life of learning I love you all so much THANK YOU THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THANKS FOR EVERY LITTLE THING THANK YOU ALL FOR JUST BEING YOU THANK YOU FOR MAKING ALL THESE DREAMS COME TRUE In the cycle of energy how will you release yourself? "Journey on"



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My fellow human beings do you really love me? Love Filth Consumption overload We are wrapped around the neck With these self created vines Injected by the thorns of destruction Witness our demise Selfish Ego Quantitative Lack of analysis Ingenious Planet With Greatness Potential I'll take a vote of no confidence As the lamb gets a throttle cable And Acceptance of The New Tradition Becomes Law I'll take an exoskeleton As we have reached another Milestone Achievement Ma Host mom Mother earth Hands tied Fingers pinched And so the sun sets to haymaker of Firefly fury Another bridge, another landmark, another milestone Our miniature Micro biotic world Antibiotic resistance Reverse transcription Another commodity Of filth Intoxication Sterilize me What can the future hold? In the future the most dangerous thing may be having a past Robot, It's time to pay the toll, Karma…



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